‘ so you’ll worry about me when Ah fall silent, but not when ah scream & plead for help? fuck off. ’ bC I SAW IT AND I WENT ' OH THIS IS JUST EVIL '
❛ ROGUE I ❜ she is surprised by the open hostility. so surprised she takes a step back before she remembers herself. a hand comes up, reaches out. she remembers herself again and drops it. one show of concern all it takes to finally break through the coolness between them. exposed to the world are true feelings, the poison that lingers beneath every shared word and glance. the worry was genuine. is genuine. rogue is an x-men. the x-men are a family. but storm hasn't always treated rogue like family, has she?
❛ please, i am… sorry i just wanted to… check on you. you disappeared and i- ❜ for once in her life storm doesn't know what to say. she fumbles over her own tongue. her, a queen, struck silent and dumb. what are you doing here? she thinks to herself, leave. leave, leave. her feet remain rooted to the spot for a moment longer. softly a wind picks up and begins to lift her heavenwards. towards the sky. away from this conversation that neither of them want to have. ❛ i will leave you to your thoughts. i pray that they… may the goddess be with you, rogue. ❜
based on this suggestions blog. warning: these are pretty dark/angry & could be triggering to some people. please be cautious before proceeding!!
‘ all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly & me to not flinch away without meaning to. when will this stop affecting me? ’ ‘ all i want is to be soft & gentle, but i’m made out of steel & anger. maybe in another life, i guess. ’ ‘ beauty is in the eye of the beholder, so choose to see beauty in everything. ’ ‘ burning it all to the ground & force them to start again. they made you lose everything. now return the favor. ’ ‘ do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own? ’ ‘ do you trust me enough? do you trust me at all? ’ ‘ don’t you dare abandon me. ’ ‘ even after all you have done, i will always want you fighting on my side. ’ ‘ every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again. ’ ‘ everyone i have ever loved is long gone. i sing to the sky alone. ’ ‘ everyone i touch gets hurt, but i can’t stop. i touch & i touch & i touch & people get hurt. why can’t i ever stop? ’ ‘ everyone says i used to be a hero, but i can still taste the blood in my mouth & still feel bruises blooming because of my fists & my eyes are still stretched wide & terrified. ’ ‘ everything i love has been taken from me. what do i have left to fight for? ’ ‘ fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong. ’ ‘ friends are more important than any material object will ever be. ’ ‘ i am aching to hold you & keep you safe, to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you. ’ ‘ i am divine & you will bow before me. ’ ‘ i am fucking divine. ’ ‘ i am in control & i listen to no one. ’ ‘ i am not a good person. don’t pretend i am. ’ ‘ i am not accustomed to love. this is a learning experience. ’ ‘ i am not worth saving & i am not worth redemption. let me stay in the dark. ’ ‘ i am so tired all the time, all i want to do is rest. ’ ‘ i am too tired to deal with any of this. ’ ‘ i bow to no man. ’ ‘ i broke into sharp pieces when i broke & i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together. i’m sorry. ’ ‘ i can give you your wings back & i can show you to fly once more, if you only believe in me. ’ ‘ i cannot be saved. ’ ‘ i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people. i can bear this weight on my own. i have to. ’ ‘ i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you, but i loved you too much to notice. ’ ‘ i crave affection in the simplest way. ’ ‘ i deserve to hurt. i deserve to bleed. ’ ‘ i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me. ’ ‘ i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer, as long as it leaves your lips. ’ ‘ i don’t fight for you anymore. ’ ‘ i don’t want to let go of you. not now, not ever. ’ ‘ i don’t want to talk about it. i don’t want to remember. i don’t want to heal. all i want is for it to go away. ’ ‘ i don’t want you to touch me. please don’t touch me, just go away. ’ ‘ i feel anger deeper than my bones. i feel anger in my very soul. ’ ‘ i feel nothing at all, except for when i feel everything all at once. ’ ‘ i have fallen & though i may miss the sky, i belong here now. ’ ‘ i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine. ’ ‘ i have no home anymore. ’ ‘ i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand & then i remember nothing. ’ ‘ i see beauty in everything, but especially in you. ’ ‘ i should never have fallen in love with you. ’ ‘ i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me. now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away. ’ ‘ i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe. ’ ‘ i will never amount to anything. i am a failure in the worst type of way. ’ ‘ i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me & maybe someday it will be true. ’ ‘ if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore. ’ ‘ if you ask me to, i will set the whole world on fire, my dear. it’s all for you. ’ ‘ is it my fault? it’s my fault. it’s always my fault. ’ ‘ it’s not murder if they deserved it, right? ’ ‘ i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me, choking on anger & suffocating on sadness. ’ ‘ i’m in love with everything that hurts me. ’ ‘ i’m okay. i’m alright. this is all in my mind. ’ ‘ i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me. ’ ‘ i’m so cold & i can’t stop shaking. i am not who you think i am. ’ ‘ i’m so tired all the time & i just want to be awake again. ’ ‘ i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten. i just want someone to remember me. ’ ‘ i’m tired of fighting everything in my life. just make it stop. ’ ‘ i’m too tired to care. blow up, get angry at me. i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it. ’ ‘ jealousy burns within me. ’ ‘ just let me go in peace for once in my damn life. ’ ‘ loneliness is a disease & it leaves me empty & hollow, like sound goes through my body & bounces back. ’ ‘ made of starlight & sunshine, i shine brighter than they all know. ’ ‘ my anger is righteous & my actions are pure. ’ ‘ my chest aches & my lungs burn. this sickness comes from the inside. ’ ‘ my chest hurts & all i need is some comfort & understanding. ’ ‘ my chest hurts & i ache to go back to the sky. ’ ‘ my shoulders are aching where wings used to be & all i want is for them to stop hurting. ’ ‘ pull me apart & piece me together in your own way. make me perfect. ’ ‘ righteous fury throws through my veins & if you touch the people i love i will destroy you. ’ ‘ rise up. you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more. ’ ‘ say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue. ’ ‘ so much blood has been spilled in my name. time to make you believe it was in yours. ’ ‘ so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent, but not when i scream & plead for help? fuck off. ’ ‘ sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want. ’ ‘ stay away from my fucking friends. stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you. ’ ‘ stop treating me like i’m an idiot. you aren’t better than me in any way & you better remember that. ’ ‘ the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue. ’ ‘ the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it. ’ ‘ to love them is my divine right. ’ ‘ voices whisper from the shadows & they fill my mind with thoughts of you. ’ ‘ what did i to wrong to be so unloved? ’ ‘ what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it? ’ ‘ who the fuck do you think you are? ’ ‘ why can’t i ever fucking stop crying? ’ ‘ with a new year comes new tests & triumphs. let’s try to make the most out of it. ’ ‘ would it really kill you to be honest for once? ’ ‘ yes, i remember my wings breaking & being destroyed. i was powerless to stop it. ’ ‘ you are not required to love your parents, or to even like them. ’ ‘ you can’t hate me more than i hate myself, but you are more than welcome to try. ’ ‘ you may say you love me, but you love only a part of me. i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being. ’ ‘ you never fucking cared about me. don’t fucking lie about it. not to me. ’ ‘ you remind me of mint. fresh, sharp, kind of cold, but in a nice way. i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite. ’ ‘ you shine light in even the darkest parts of me. you are my sun. ’ ‘ you should fear me, but you don’t. i will be eternally puzzled, yet grateful. ’ ‘ you touch me & my skin burns & it burns for you, always you. ’
let’s all just either give a big round of applause or a big “you okay?” to @fierceststorm who KEEPS throwing herself into interactions with Kid Omega a child she doesn’t like.
sometimes….your muse… has to interact with the people they dislike the most…for your personal amusement
A MIND IS A TERRIBLE THING TO WASTE.You were born in the little town, before the 𝐀𝐖𝐅𝐔𝐋 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 started coming down. There’s so much inside you that you won’t let me see. You fly away from me, but it’s an 𝐀𝐖𝐅𝐔𝐋 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 when you hit the the GROUND. It’s an𝐀𝐖𝐅𝐔𝐋 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 when you hit the GROUND. I know there’s a 𝘞𝘈𝘠 , we can make them 𝘗𝘈𝘠 . 𝘛𝘏𝘐𝘕𝘒 𝘐𝘛 𝘖𝘝𝘌𝘙 . and say, ❝ I’m never going back again ❞ . I know there’s a way, we can 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄 today
Ind. Pri. Sel. X-MEN / MUTANT Original Character Written by TRAIN ( They/Them | 21+ | EST ) ( side to @onlyrogue )
HE TURNS FROM WHERE HE STANDS OVERLOOKING THE OCEAN arms resting on the railing to see who comes towards him, and lingers long enough to admire the curve of her form and the elegance of her stride before returning to his watching, the pale moonlight on waves like so many fleeting diamonds. Ghosts of many kinds, all that HAUNT him.
❝ You catch me in a disagreeable mood Storm. One I fear not even your exquisite company can soothe. ❞
❛ AH ❜ she walks toward him slowly. the air of the night is still but it greets her like an old friend, shifting around her to blow gently, a reflection of her sweetened mood. she is awake because the night is lovely and her days are long. she so rarely gets time to reflect and admire the beauty of the world. she takes the opportunity to do so as the moon hangs high in the sky. it is only a perk that she finds herself in a familiar presence on this night.
❛ you have been without my company for too long it seems. you forget what i am capable of. ❜ a teasing smile graces her lips before she lifts herself to sit upon the railing and look out on the view alongside him. ❛ might i be so bold as to ask what troubles you so deeply, my friend ? ❜
she stands silently for a moment. she is still gathering herself when she turns to him. she knows he can smell her distress no matter how much she masks her face. she keeps it blank for good measure. what right does he have to her heart ? to what lay hidden inside it ? it's depths and intricacies are truly none of his concern. ( if they'd ever been his concern in the first place. )
❛ a king does not need to explain himself to anyone. ❜ there is a sharpness to her words that she hopes stings him. a king need only explain himself to his queen which she is not. not any longer. if he trusts her even less than she previously thought it should not hurt her as much as it does. his mistrusts stings worse than any wound. ❛ i am retiring for the night. sweet dreams, your highness. ❜
one. imma level with ya’ chief … i’m incorporating a total of zero events of any x-men movies into this blog. i hate all the current cinematic portrayals of ororo and that’s that. my blog is a mix of certain comic and cartoon runs. i am currently reading through 616 canon to see what i do and don’t like. i’m scavenging through the scrapes of different x-men continuities to find my portrayal.
two. don’t force ship. don’t godmod. trim those posts. turn asks into threads if you wanna ( start a new post ). no triggers but i tag em’. nsfw themes will be present. i am nineteen. canon typical violence and themes. zero rape roleplays you….freaks.
three. i like ships and i love most of storm’s canon love interests. however, i’ve seen the world’s nastiest stuff run abundant on here. so, i’ll be kinda selective with who i’m gonna play out those ships with. feel free to approach me though!! ooc communication and chemistry are my shit.
four. exclusives or mains? i don’t mind either way. if you want to be exclusive/main with me hit me up! but unless it’s discussed i might play with doubles. i’m default exclusive to ship partners.
five. i am not anti-callout culture. people are disgusting and if you’re doing gross shit then what happens to you? happens. but, i do hate useless drama/fear mongering which is what half of y'all do. so like talk less …… listen more…. lmao.
six. i’ve got a discord, just ask for it. my name is jojo, i am AFRICAN AMERICAN. my pronouns are she/her. my timezone is cdt and i’m just like…..the human equivalent of this vine. let’s chillax.
name: ororo munroe alias: storm, goddess, queen dob: november 15th age: mid 30’s and up zodiac: scorpio birthplace: manhattan, nyc, new york location: xavier institute, new york / varying orientations: bi-romantic / bi-sexual species: mutant / alpha class mutant ethnicity: kenyan / african-american
gender: cisfemale height/weight: 5'11 / 145 - 150lb hair color: white eye color: solid white / eyes glow when using power skin color: dark brown faceclaim: deborah ayorinde
ATMOKINESIS: storm has demonstrated a plethora of abilities, most of which are facets of her power to manipulate the weather. storm possesses the psionic ability to control all forms of weather manipulation. she has been able to control both earthly and extraterrestrial ecosystems on several occasions. she can modify the temperature of the environment, control all forms of precipitation, humidity and moisture (at a molecular level), generate lightning and other electromagnetic atmospheric phenomena, and has demonstrated excellent control over atmospheric pressure. she can incite all forms of meteorological tempests, such as tornadoes, thunderstorms, blizzards, and hurricanes,as well as mist. she can dissipate such weather to form clear skies as well.
willpower/telepathic resistance: something that was gradually gained through ororo's time with the x-men, storm has one of the most powerful wills of them all and is a powerful opponent against telepathy in battle. her resistance is further enhanced by the electrical forces she controls.
earth link: storm's mutant powers have created a psychic bond between herself and the primal life force of earth's biosphere. this bond with the earth gives storm spiritual and material sustenance with an almost empathic sense towards living thing. storm also possesses the ability to sense and detect life force. she can sense any natural phenomena including earthquakes, storms, etc.. storm can sense movements in the air or water mediums.
thermal variance: ororo's body counteracts extremes of temperature, internally increasing or decreasing her temperature in contrast to its external environment to an unknown degree.
aviation: storm has skill in piloting advanced aircraft.
master thief: extraordinary ability at picking locks and pockets, getting past advanced security systems, and escape artistry; she is very stealthy, and has the same degree of dexterity in her toes and mouth as she does with her hands. ororo was, in her youth, one of the most skillful thieves in the entire city of cairo. skills she has kept well honed.
expert combatant: ororo is a gifted and formidable hand-to-hand combatant with years of close quarter combat experience. she was trained by achmed el gibar and the black panther in her youth, and later extensively trained by wolverine and learned techniques from the ronin yukio. she has bested more powerful fighters like callisto by using her prowess and her cunning.
weapon proficiency: she is an excellent marksman with handguns and is experienced in the use of various firearms. ororo is also highly skilled with wielding knives, experienced in the use of the bo staff, and trained in sword fighting.
multilingual: storm is fluent in english, arabic, swahili, russian, japanese, spanish, xhosa, yoruba, and more.
expert tactician: storm has strong natural leadership skills and has lead teams of x-men for years. she is a highly accomplished and skilled strategist, tactician, and field commander.
magical potential: storm's ancestry supports the use of magic and witchcraft. many of her ancestors were sorceresses and priestesses.
main verse. varying timeline because Keeping Up With Comics. if you're looking for a firm period it's set after the storm 2014 solo. she was once a goddess. once a queen. she was once a lot of things. right now? storm is a member of the x-men ( if not occasionally the leader ). the headmistress of jean grey's school for higher learning. above those things? ororo is simply a woman blessed with incredible power who sees a bright future for the world, and she's going to help build it.
married to t'challa/queen of wakanda verse. covers events like civil war. begins in black panther volume four. ororo has just married t'challa, king of wakanda, during a time of great unrest for america....unrest that is being felt throughout the entire world. there are troubles on the horizon and a heavy crown on ororo's head. she is a figurehead, a symbol, an experiment, the whole world is watching and waiting for a blunder. to queen storm, long may she reign.
takes place after she's regained her powers and before she marries t'challa. wide open time span. tis' a mystery. lots of important stuff happening here. she knows who she is and she knows what she is. mutant and mistress of the elements. leader and lover. follower and game changer. x-man and protector of mutant-kind. she is everything she has learned and more. she is storm.
set during the time she lost her powers due to forge. unsure of who she is and left reeling from her bond with nature being ripped from her. who is ororo munroe without the winds? without the rains? without the lightning? who is she when she has no storm lying dormant within her? she's learning. and the answer is ....an absolute force to be reckoned with.
spans the time after she has been recruited by charles and before she lost her powers because of forge. a period of great changes in ororo's life. she's just come to america. she's learning what it is to be human. she's started down a path of metamorphosis and life is an endless possibility. for once she's part of something greater than herself: a vision, a team and a family.
set during ororo's childhood. anything from her time as a girl thief in cairo, to a young wanderer, to ascending to goddess-hood in kenya. once upon a time she was just a girl, alone in the world, unknowing of all the incredible things her future would hold.
